Sunday, May 27, 2007

自尊心 在慢慢 被磨损,

deng等到磨的差不多的时候, 人也就废了

我苦, 因为还有自尊, 还很在乎很多东西,

总觉得力不从心,

总和理想的我有很大差距,

不知我的梦什么时候才能破,

也不知,, 什么时候我才认识自己---->接受自己

看吧, 当下, 依旧接着这么矛盾的走吧

XY

Saturday, May 26, 2007

I owe u

Yes, I-- O --U

WHen i look back,

I realize how much i owe u,

i realize how much u have doen for me and how much i did for u

Yes, I O U

I do remember your birthday 4ever, but I couldnt name your favourite color, your faviouarite food, your favorite movie...

I O U, I promise to give u a gift early this year, and still haven't done....

U smart, diligent, aspiring and most of all, warm girl , I can tell how much time you spent on learning me, what i like , what i feel, what i'm enduring,

At moments i thought of these, I felt how selfish, apathetic i had been.

I wont' end it with bunches of "I will..." coz that means nothing.

dont know if we had “缘”, hope so.

Come over, listen to me: I wish I could be with u and a good life together.

Best wishes to ur Dad and Mom, wish they get along well from now on, best wishes to your kid sister, wishes her recover and back on track quickly.

IOU -XY

要勤快

每天多做一点点,

要勤快。

拖了几周的事情该做了

迟到的开张宣言/愚人井

my 2nd blog, my own blog, is open now.

By any chance u read it, be informed it's totoally the same me, except here r somthign i'd prefere not to share

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reason for this is simple: seomtimes it's diffuclut to hold sth inside me when i had a bursting desire to speak it out; and it's difficult to put it to my public blog because those who read my blog might actually part of the story, and therefore, it may not be a good idea to share it with them.

owe to the above two, i found a new blog a good-not perfect- solution to it.

so here it comes Idiot Jing's 2nd space, welcome!

May 26th/2007

选择自己的道路

林妈妈说的对: 最重要的是知道自己是什么样的人。

选择属于自己的道路

我就是要选择属于我自己的道路

BLEEDING HEART

BLEEDING HEART,

TONIGHT 05/26/2007,

TWICE THE SAME THING,

HAPPENED ON ME

B & G............... WHY COULDN' T I HAVE U TWO???

WHY? ?



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ONCE,

U SHOW ME YOUR HEART,

I WAS BEING INDIFFERENT,

HAUGHTY,

SELF-ESTEEMED,

THOUGHT THERE FOR SURE IS A MUCH LARGER WORLD THAN WHAT U CAN GIVE ME.

TIME CHANGES,

U MIGHT NOT BE THERE ANYMORE,

LIKE BEFORE.

HAPPINESS BELONGS TO YOU,

AND REGRET BELONGS TO ME

Sunday, May 20, 2007

无尽的爱/Endless Love

成龙 无尽的爱 LYRICS

成:解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手

(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对
相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠
(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
合:让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
我们千万不要忘记我们的约定
唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话